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Cross the Line

Fri Apr 21, 2006, 1:03 PM
I'll set the scene for you: a forum - one of the very few I belong to, the ONLY one I really care about - even love. This is a forum for an excellent online comic, Charby the Vampirate, where fans can gather and exchange thoughts, ideas, fanstuffs, links, fun shit, and a roleplay or two (or three or four in my case).

The artist is often quite busy, and I really don't blame her for not being a huge figure behind the forum. Instead, she delegates mod duty to individuals who were chosen because they "demonstrated that they had experience and responsibility," in Amelius's own words. They also have "the ability to put aside personal feelings to get things done." Sound fair? Good, you're still with me.

There have been issues, as is unavoidable in any online community. Spammers were big. Sometimes the Mods jump the gun one trying to keep us on topic. Sometimes heated arguments break out.

And sometimes they go beyond 'heated.' Since I refuse to comment in the forum for fear of sparking even more brawling, I'll state my opinions here.

Here's the picture: a forumgoer who is active and involved, but quite... provocative, raised a big stink by starting to attack posters in a thread about child promiscuity. I.E. basically shoving his opinions down their throat and/or insulting their responses. So the mods called him on it - perhaps a little severely, but it IS a sensetive topic, he WAS pushing the limits, and he DOES have a track record of baiting people.

Instead of admitting that he crossed the line and dropping the subject, he denies that he was being inappropriate or going off topic (to take stabs at other forumgoers). He fought the mods about it to the point where they all decided they needed to do something. Then he PMs everyone, including people NOT INVOLVED in the discussion, asking them to SUPPORT his side of the issue! Now, by this point they're all treating this like a bloody MURDER TRIAL.

Reality check, on forumgoers, Mods, and the 'accused' alike: this is a forum about a webcomic. Posting is leisure activity. Getting worked up about something like this to such a degree goes beyond 'immature' into something akin to 'stupidity.' Disclaimer: I am not calling my friends on the forum stupid, merely stating my opinion about the whole situation.

So everyone's up in a row about it. Most of the long-time members are trying to get their opinions and concerns expressed civilly, but another portion immediately gets in on a 'mods unfair!' campaign. They starts saying how the mods abuse their power and shit. Now some are a little trigger-happy, but for the love of god, that forum is ORGANIZED and an OPEN community where most people are willing to express themselves! Have these people ever seen forums where the mods are lackadaisical?! So AMELIUS herself comes on and gives this whole speech about how she chose the mods herself, how it IS a thread about her comic, and how she's trying to keep things open, organized, and fun for everyone! This may involve being tough at times, but none of the Mods are plotting against the community or trying to rule with an iron fist. They ended up banning the instigator for a week, and people are chewing everyone else up like the bloody LORD OF THE FLIES out there!

One of the guys who was real anti-mod just quit the forum because the RP mod threatened to go over Amelius's head and ban Mr. Instigator himself at one point. Seriously, the guy doesn't even have that much authority, and this second guy just walks out while he's in the middle of GMing an RP, without a single word to the rest of us, because ONE MOD said something BLOODY STUPID. Not to mention that mods are HUMAN and get as annoyed and snippy as the rest of us.

So thank you. I hope I made my postion clear. This issue should have been dropped when the Mods first called out Mr. Instigator. Instead, it's destroying my online home-away-from-home, breaking my heart, and - even worse - tearing up our respected and well-loved artist. I am ashamed of those people who saw fit to raise hell about all this in such un undignified matter. No, I will not quit the forum, but perhaps only because I have no where else to go.

~Daybreak

Too hard or not enough

Sat Feb 11, 2006, 5:59 PM
Have you ever wanted something so bad, but known that it was out of your reach? Wanted to be a part of something that was so beyond your skill level that it broke your heart to think about? And you can't even be mad about it, because the people running it aren't snobby or elitist or unfair, they're supportive? So you know the fault's all yours, that you could do better. That you may have to spend months or years improving a skill that you take so much pride in, but it just isn't enough.

I'm talking about Yerf. I've known about it since I first began to drift from the Anime-fandom circle into the lonely world of Furry fandom (Why do I say lonely? Because I've been a fur for almost four years, and I know a total of one other anthro artist. I'm a teenager, I can't go to cons, and my art is not the kind to get noticed). I was too shy to try for it then. Last year I made up my mind to spply, only to find that the site was down. Crestfallen, I checked in regularly, eagerly awaiting its revival. And now that it's back, in part, I realize that I don't have a chance in hell of getting in.

Just Another Heartache

Sat Dec 31, 2005, 1:01 PM
Some granite wall
Numbs our bones, numbs our all
As we sit on skinny hands
Nothin to say, nothin at all
oh
I don't know you
and I
I don't want to
You're so awkward just like me
But I don't care

Ohhh, You're the reason I'm leavin
You're the reason I'm leavin
If I'm leaving we don't stop livin, you know

I've no idea, oh
That in four years
I'd be hanging from a beam
Behind the door of number ten
Singin' well, fare thee well, fare thee well, fare thee well
I am leaving, yes I leave it all to you...

You're the reason I'm leaving (Leaving alone)
you're the reason I'm leaving (Leaving alone)
If I'm leaving we don't stop livin', you know
I'm the reason you're leaving (Leaving alone)
You're the reason I'm leaving (Leaving alone)
If I'm leaving we don't stop livin', you know

As we ride along
Under an optimistic sun
The radio sings that everybody song by rem
And here I am fighting, fighting
Yes I'm fighting not to cry
and that's another reason why
I ought to hate you like I do
Like I do, ohh like I do

You're the reason I'm leaving (Leaving alone)
You're the reason I'm leaving (Leaving alone)
if I'm leaving we don't stop livin', you know
I'm the reason you're leaving (Leaving alone)
I'm the reason you're leaving (Leaving alone)
If we're leaving we don't stop livin', you know

"You're the Reason I'm Leaving" by Franz Ferdinand.

Feeling a little down. Post-holiday slump or something. Y'know, I didn't really want to see Rent, I just wanted to see it with someone. Well, my bad. Good luck if you need it. If not, I tip my hat to you.

College

Sat Dec 17, 2005, 6:29 PM
Hm, ya'know, I just thought I'd mention...

I GOT INTO SMITH!!! BOO-YAH!!! *happy dances* This is the bestest thing ever! I got into my first choice college and have no more applications!

...except for the scholarship apps. Crud.

On a side note, I lost my second leopard gecko to anorexia... *sigh* maybe I should just give up herpotology.

Scanner II: Son of Scanner

Sat Oct 29, 2005, 4:22 PM
NEW SCANNER NEW SCANNER NEW SCANNER NEW SCANNER NEW SCANNER NEW SCANNER!!!!!!!!

So, yeah. Expect an orgy of uploads soon. I've got a whole sketchbook full, my old scanner hasn't been working right since July -_-;

Some other news: I got a new gecko - a juvenile Snow with an attitude, we think. Couldn't keep the other one, if you really want more details you'll hafta IM me. Also my Early Decision application's been sent in to Smith! Keep your fingers crossed for me!

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